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January 14 2 years have passed....I never check this place anymore...I guess msn spaces is just second to my youtube and myspace.
 Its been just over 2 years since I started writing and doing things on this space. I just went back and read a couple of old blog entries and man oh man how things have changed. I use to be obbssesed with you...why? Its nothing like that now  The way I wrote and the things I said I am so far past that...moved on you might say. But I dont feel different, though I sound different I feel the same. Im not even sure why I'm writing this, does anyone read this? I dont think so. Is it just out of boredem and highness I come here to write? Thats a good possibility. Ya know I just realized that I have no idea if you read these things...you have never told me if you read what I write here. Not that I care now I dont...sometimes my mind just wanders tho... Have you ever thought about the impact every single decision you...or someone else makes. Maybe not every decision but almost everyone changes your life in ways it would not have changed had you made a different decision. Does that make sense?? Like say I had never got my second job...I would not have met any of the people that I know there...I would not be friends with the ones there that mean so much to me...if I wasnt there where would I be at that moment now? I have no idea I'll never know...because this is the path I have created for myself. Even other peoples decisions impact the way your life works out. Like had my grandparents never moved to canada my mom would have never met my dad and there would be no me
 or if my parents had never moved to Nanaimo from Alberta I would maybe still be here, not here tho...in Alberta? Where? Not knowing anyone in the world that I know...which scares me and makes me sad to think of a life without the friends I know. Do I make sense speaking these ideas? Am I crazy? Or maybe I'm so crazy I'm actually making sense? I dont know. Its something to think about tho...maybe a little somethin somethin to blow your mind ah! Or maybe everyone that reads this should go have a couple oil hoots and let me know what they start thinking about...yeah go...do it
Why are u still reading this?
(I will say tho if anyone can read this and understands me, knows exactly what I'm talking about, agrees with me or can make sense of me...well that would totally blow my mind and I would totally love you  )Comments (2)
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